-Let me bury my mind,
before i am buried in a sordid ground.
-Let me have a (peaceful) pause,
before i get extinguished in peace.
-Let my eyes shine bright(for a while),
before surrounds them a dark night.
-Let me make some more noise,
before you become unable to hear my voice.
-Let me inhale some more fresh air,
before my breathing becomes a phenomenon unfair.
-kade kujh keha vi ankiha hunda,
tay kade kujhh annkeha vi sunda.
-kujh kehann lai lochde,
par keh na sakde,
kujh majboori vass , kujhh swarath vass.
te kujh chup kara ditey jande,
te fir murde mud na bolde.
-lakin iss chup ch vi kite koi bol reha,
lok chup ne ,te sunnde ne jo sunaeya ja reha.
mar-mar ke jionde ne lok,
sach da jhoothh , jhoothh da sach aapnaunde ne lok,
jhoothh te jhoothh...., jhoothh jionde ne lok,
"Wadhia Jindgi" jion da bharam paalde ne lok.
sach jaann ke vi chup ne,
jhoothh sunn ke vi chup ne,
chup ne te bass chup ne.
-nahi shaed...................!!...
.....mere kanna nu kujh suneya,....
...ja fir mere mnn ny kujh jannyea.
-iss chup fiza vich vi bahut raulla hai,
chup ne bull, par dilla 'ch raulla pai reha.
-iss raulle nu koi shakal deve,
iss raulle di takat jo takhta nu hilla deve, pallat deve.
-te suno iss shaant fiza 'ch shor,
eh sadi aatma ,saday dil da shor.
koi kadho dila da dila nu raah,
iss jhoothhe wartare di koi pao thhaah.
-par menu darr hai ki ...,
mera sach rull na jave, iss jhoothh de sansar 'ch,
jhoothha na pai jave iss jhoothh de ammbar wich.
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(1 Nov 08)
-I will provide you as many bricks you ask,
and put my head wherever you like!
-Here in your service my head, and in your hands the bricks,
pelt me with every stone, may God fulfill all your wishes!
-But my quest for truth is still there,
it was in mind......now it will be released in the air!!
-(now see what happens next....)
....My soul turns into a restless ghost,
and haunt all the evil and their evil root(s)!
-Then i make sure (that) all the ghosts are gathered......
ghosts who (like me) own a brain "infected"....
-And then we "spoil" every empty soul, get blind minds "corrupted"...
and inject vigor into every zeal (which was ) exhausted!!!
-And when there is a clear resemblance between us ,
I announce , "with evil , now ... no peace...."
"....here.....today ,we break the implied truce !"
-Then my army of ghosts, lead by a common will,
armed with blinding bright thoughts , TAKE ON EVIL!!!
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(16-4-09 morning)
